Movies. ;)

I like movies, well I mean watching them is cool but I find making them is much more entertaining. =]


So yesterday I was so damn bored I made like a random video, I mean it was a trailer to a movie which never existed! BUT it was fun. :) It made no sense, basically of a haunted town...


I've decided to make another video today, I don't know if Sally is going to come over or not coz she has so much homework even though it's on the weekend. =[ 


I hope she does, I have so many fun things we could do. It would be like the best sleepover yet. xD


I mean of course all of them involve cameras. But that's what makes life fun right? Cameras. Maybe I'm a little OTT about this but it's my passion! xD It issss and it's like, it's a part of my soul. Making movies is a part of my soul, along with the movie 'Jennifer's Body.' It's a part of me! AND my phone. Oh yes. It's earned a large selection of my soul. But my laptop & ipod are bigger. X)


HAHA! That last paragraph failed a little bit. =P 
But still. I'm being truthful here.


I just fucking hope she comes. Without her, I'll be so bored. Yesterday I got so bored I went to sleep. *_* That is sad. 
So what else has been on my mind... umm... like nothing really. All I know is I really dislike my mom and never want to return to her. EVER. I mean, I know this is mean but I actually don't want to be her daughter anymore. She's basically destroying me. I'll be having such a nice and fun day, but then SHE comes along and ruins it by screaming at me, asking me to do stuff, then expecting me to apologize for being a bitch. FUCK HER. I HATE HER. 


I won't apologize for being me! And NO ONE tells me what to do! And if they do, I just MIGHT do it and IF I DO I WILL HAVE A COMMENT TO MAKE! THAT is me. I am me and I will NOT change under any circumstances.


At school, the reason I don't have like 40 friends like everyone else is because I'm different. I'm not going to hide it. I won't lie to you and tell you I like Justin Bieber. I'll mock him. I won't pretend to be someone I'm not JUST to seem nice. Coz I'm not nice. SO FUCK YOU. 


I am who I am, I don't give a shit what people think because no one controls me.


I'm not saying I'm perfect, I'm saying I'm better than them ;]