I don't know what's happening to me, I'm a monster. I want to kill. It's twisted and fucked I know but I ALWAYS have this urge to kill! Like I was standing by the lift listening to my ipod, a lady walks past. I stared at her, I wanted to kill her violently in the lift. I realized that I was moving forward, and immediately stepped back. Like seriously??
I was on a swing at Carla & Ryan. Their cat was running across the yard. I swear I almost killed that too! But it's really weird when whenever I see someone or something which is alive, I want to kill it!! I was on the verge of getting off the swing and running after it.
Everyone was watching, I couldn't.
Basically I think that if this continues I will end up killing someone without a doubt...
It's such a strong fucking urge!! IT'S FUCKED UP! I don't know what happened, I'm just so DESTRUCTIVE. I want to destroy everything and everyone all the fucking time...
I feel too cool for school. Literally. Like, who the fuck do my parents think they are sending me to school? Like HELLOO!?? I AM A SATANIST. I DON'T WANT TO SEE JEWS. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!! I AM BETTER THAN SCHOOL!!!!
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