Okay, so I haven't blogged for awhile. WELL I have some news, I continued my research on Satanism and about 2 days ago dedicated my soul to Him! It may be weird, but everything I ask him to do, he does! Like my mom's bf was gonna come over, I hate him. I asked Satan to make something happen so he wouldn't come over, and maybe I could go to the park. Simple, but it worked! *3 minutes* later I got a phone call from my mom,"He's not coming anymore..." AND I went to the park, and she never usually lets me. That could have been a coincidence, so I tested it again.
I asked Him to not do an oral, for class, and I didn't have to do it!! My phone got confiscated, usually they take the phone for a week, I asked Him that they'll give it back to me, and THEY DID.
Now, I decided one last thing, the teacher who confiscated my cell phone, I wanted revenge. Doing a ritual could go back on me and cause my death, so I asked Him to embarrass her. We were sitting in hebrew. She's shouting at how she confiscated my phone and how I won't get it back for a week, meanwhile the Grade Head and I had a deal, I would keep my mouth shut and she wouldn't know that he gave my phone back. Guess what? People were laughing... in.her.face. She's like oblivious! After all of that, I knew it was time to dedicate my soul to Him, after all he had done. I wrote a thing in my own blood, and he's been good to me. =]
I told my one friend, she's in shock. I have an online friend who's also a satanist, he's been teaching me things about the whole religion. Its cool... BUT now lets move onto this guy.
His name is Zardoss, he's hot and satanic. He's nice and stuff, but I only ever thought of him as a friend... a friend and only that. I logged onto Facebook, and saw all these statuses about love and stuff, how he hates it. All of a sudden he's telling me how he loves this girl, and he doesn't know what to do. He feels weak and stupid because he really likes this girl. I was giving him advice, he was freaking out! Then he said..."I like you, it was you.. I can bet you didn't expect this.. well bye bye because now I'm going to get as drunk as a Bulzebub.. I'll talk to you in maybe 6 hours, 6 minutes and 6 seconds if the lord has punished me for what I've done.."
I didn't know what to say! What CAN you say?? I spoke to him again, he needed 3 stitches because he did a ritual that is supposed to stop his emotions, but it made things worse. I don't get this, it's lame and pathetic... I mean, we're never gonna meet. He lives in Europe, and I only like him as a friend anyways...
He seemed against the idea of liking me, so I had to go along with it. TO SEE these statuses,"Being rejected sucks.." "I am in pain, I will fade into darkness, my emotions will fade too with your cold reply..." I mean like, WHAT CAN I DO? This isn't my fault.
So now I feel bad even though I didn't do anything... bleh, anyways Satan will fix this for me. =]
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