I just realized how much my dad means to me. He's not the perfect dad, not a perfect person but he is the best dad I could have. His fiance Bianca is ok... I don't think they're really against me. Since I'm being so positive I'm literally feeling better about myself and my life.
Bianca isn't against me I don't think, I've been watching her and turns out, she treats me like how she treats everyone else. So I'm no different.
I actually feel loved for a change, I mean my dad is truly there for me... If anyone is pushing anyone away it's me pushing him away, what was I thinking?
I didn't even do it on purpose but I did... Now I'm going to fix it.
My mom is cool. She may act like a nutter at times and be boring another but I mean like dude she is pretty rad. I mean like she's a hell of a mom to take me on a date with a 23 year old and not mind, also for her to freakin accept out relationship!
She is awesome...
I think the way I was looking at things before was as if everyone was against me... I don't think anyone is.
Basically I'm feeling so much more confident about everything I do and say and I literally can't complain about my life right now, I just have to smile because i realized my family loves me- and that was all I really wanted.
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